August 1, 26 💗 Friday

Hey! So life has been pretty turbulent a bit recently but I'm pretty okay with where I'm at. Summer school has been a complete BUMMMMMM--but I just finished it and will move onward with college! I have been isolating myself for a bit, but socializing has gotten better again and I still have my good old friends backing me up. I recently had to break off a 4-year friendship because I was pretty uncomfortable with the position I was put in, but that's in the past.
As for my relationship with my parents, I'd say it has gotten a bit better (and they've been more lenient), but there is some room for improvement. Life with my baba has been great. I get to see him pretty often and he helps me get through the yucky stuff in life. I love what we are right now and I don't want us to change any time soon. And guess what? I've gotten really close with his sister! She's like my second favorite person (the top of the podium is my boyfriend of course). Never have I ever had siblings before, so having the privilege of calling her my sister is so wonderful. I love having picnics with her, sharing clothes, and doing anything with her. To be platonically in love is real!
Anyway, it's been decent since I tried to off myself once again, but I'm planning on being a long-term optimist. Shopping, accessorizing, and doing cute lovely things is part of my everyday routine :3 I can't wait for the BRING ME THE HORIZON concert, which is 3 days after my birthday! It's gonna be fucking metal and awesomeeeeeeee