Febuary 16, 25 💗 Sunday
It has been a while since I've touched my Neocities website. I'm doing a lot better mentally and I'm very content with what I have. Looking back in retrospect, I've seen myself grow--not into a better person, but more of that the fact that I've been able to cope a little better. I'd like to thank my bestie's for always being present and there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I'd also like to give credit to my boyfriend for being persistent with me and loving me just as much as I love him. Together, I grow with him and I appreciate what he has to offer. Every one of my loved ones are so great and I'd never want to take advantage of them. There are days where I struggle frequently with my declining moods and overwhelming thoughts, but I've been trying my best to be a humanist and accept that I won't be able to follow exactly what is imprinted in my todo list.
School has been rough and it feels like I don't try at all. I know it's probably just my low dopamine levels, but it interjects heavily with my daily life. All my plumetted motivation does is hate myself even more.
Anyway, I am enthusiastic about working on my blogging website and tinkering with insignificant nonsense! In the meantime, I'll pace myself with W3Schools or something c: